Good luck to the team for the match tomorrow!

I'm blogging in the hotel now, and lmz's sleeping behind me. I'm homesick, swear. Though the food here is plain awesome. Hahaha.

Going to Thailand tomorrow!

Will only be back on the 2nd or 3rd of January. So Happy New Year in advance! :D


Had fitness training this morning. Wasn't very tough, but it was tiring at that point of time mm. Couldn't breathe again :( Had debrief and coach gave everyone a jersey each. Gloria loved the colour. Haha. Then hun came cause he had to wait for 2 hours before he could take his IQ test. Bathed and cabbed to the place. Bloody idiot couldn't stop disturbing Ben so I got hollered at first thing when I came out from the toilet. Idiot at question was so busy playing his game he didn't even know what happened la. (Inserts very very angry face)

Waited damn long for him to finish his test. Some uncle kept staring at me cause I was trying my best to find the nicest position to sleep in. Too bad the seats there sucked. I ended up changing positions once every 10 seconds or so. Bet I must be entertaining to watch huh.
Went to Tiong for Sakae, since it was too late to catch a movie. Saw Andre inside. It'd been long since I last saw him mm. Ate and we went to look for my screen protector. Ended up buying another casing for my phone. Punch me please :( But I love the new casing anyway. It's awesome :D

Hun went for his school training and I went home to pack.


We're both crazy over this application now: Touch Pets. Adopted a female westie that's identical to his male one yesterday. But I've no idea why his dog doesn't like her :( Must be gay like his master hahahahahahaha

Hi.

Just got off the phone with hun. And we were laughing at how funny both of us were at the taxi stand.
Both of us stood there, looked at each other for a few seconds..and title was the first word we said to each other.


4 days' just too long a time without you. (L)

Back back back to where we last met.

Am finally back. Cruise was awesome. Got to know one of lmz's friend's daughter and she's one hell of a sweet girl :)
The crew on Libra are more friendly as compared to Virgo's, and they actually look good when they cross-dress :O Christmas party was cool too. Only bad thing was that I wished hun was with me. Like real badly.
Loved the strip-off party. Funny and gay ttmx. Hahaha.

Hun came to fetch me and I didn't see him at the arrival hall. Sent lmz to the taxi stand first. Hun came over through Macs entrance and I swear I nearly ran into the wall again. Thank god for the fact that I was holding lmz's luggage. Can't imagine how red my face would've gone if I really did that. Howge came to fetch me..and he succeeded in driving me crazy. Shall not elaborate on how retarded he was behind the wheel cause I'd prefer people to think that I've a cool brother thanks. Heh. He is, anyway, to start with. He sent us to find Daddy for dinner and then he sent hun home. Awesome much? Love you, howge! (Y)


I've no idea why did I type such a long post. I had just wanted to say that I snipped off a bit of hun's hair today. Hahahahahaha damn funny. Cause he dared me, and I bet he never thought that I would actually do that.
Lurbiew, baby :D


Hope you people enjoyed your Christmas! Sorry for replying your merry-xmas messages only today :( Xx!

Why the fuck do I feel so alone?

It's been eons since I last felt this way.

And it's eating me up from the inside.


Lost the match against Siglap Secondary today, 6-1. They're good. Haha. While I played like shit. Sigh. And I twisted my right ankle again. Right knee too, while practising volley -.- Oh well, at least my klutz year's coming to an end. Will blog about my new year resolutions soon maybe?

Going to meet Lmz soon. Will miss everybody :)

Let me breathe.

Every single one of us need time to stand up after a fall.
Some take a shorter time as compared to the rest. Some won't bawl even if it does hurt. Some need a nudge from people around them, a reminder to be strong. Some would rather just sit there and watch time pass by.

Sometimes, the littlest of things knock my legs from under me. Things so minor I don't want to bother people with, but they do affect me. They really do.
These legs are still going strong thou, swear. Just need time to stand up. Please?

What Can I Say?

Piercing words, eyes are red
Watched your tail lights in the rain
Empty heart filled with regret
I know we were both to blame

And I'm not sorry that it's over
But for the way we let it end
So I said all I had to say
In letters that I threw away

And you should know, please believe me
I've picked up the phone a thousand times
And tried to dial your number
But it's been so long, it's never easy
It's like trying to spin the world the other way
What can I say?

How did it come to this?
I think about you all the time
It's no excuse, but I wish
That I never made you cry

I'm not sorry that it's over
But for the way we let it end
I couldn't find the word to say

And you should know, please believe me
I've picked up the phone a thousand times
And tried to dial your number
But it's been so long, it's never easy
It's like trying to spin the world the other way
What can I say?

What can I say?

I hate to think all you had of me
Is a memory I left you
The space between what was meant to be
And the mess that it turned into

And you should know, please believe me
I've picked up the phone a thousand times
And tried to dial your number
But it's been so long, it's never easy
It's like trying to spin the world the other way

It's like trying to spin the world the other way
What can I say?

What can I say?

Our second match.

Was awesome. Won, 6-2. But it's against our seniors who haven't been training for a long while so we shouldn't be too proud of ourselves yet.. But it's a great start, no? Minus away the fact that our next match is this Wednesday and the bottom of my left shin is fucking swollen. The skin there is a horrible shade of green, and there's dried blood the shape of a stud in the middle of the bruise. Does this sound awesome too? Haha. Can't seem to get rid of the dried blood. So I limped around JP with that red spot on my leg. Need to get used to this. It's not the first time I got injured huh.

Either way, the team ran 10 rounds around the field while all I did was 200 crunches. Sucks to be injured. Went to JP for lunch with Cordy, Anthea and her boyfriend. Denise pangseh us last minute, so her shoebag's sitting somewhere in my house now. Okay, time for my nap.

Bye.

Never knew chicken rice tasted this good.

Today's training wasn't so bad, but bad enough. Only ran 10s faster for the first set of 2.4km run. Died during drills again. Couldn't even shoot properly, damn. Coach changed the second set of 2.4km run to intervals so it wasn't as tiring.

I think I suck. Can't seem to kick properly these days. Need to focus during trainings. Bah.


Was supposed to meet Jane and Tze Ying after training. But I realised that I had left my money on the table at home (only when Denise asked all of us present to pay up) so I only had 15 cents with me. Hahaha yay smart me. I was too tired to go all the way to town anyway. Sorry :(
Think I won't be going to Vera's cg's Xmas party tomorrow either. Sigh, need to rest.


Came home straight after training and literally pounced on the chicken rice that Daddy bought for me even before he got through the front door. That's how hungry I was.
I think I'm starting to eat like a boy. And that's bad, very bad.

Dread.

1) Training. I think I'd die for the one tomorrow. Would hate to be breathless again ugh.

2) Cruise. That would mean Xmas without hun. Does it suck or does it suck?

3) Thailand trip. No hun again!? On new year somemore #@!


On a brighter note, today's physical was cancelled. Not like I'd normally like it, but I've some serious muscleaches from yesterday :( Ugh. Either way, met hun still. At his house, cause that retard lost his keys. His sister was nice enough to come home and lock the door for him. If it ever happened to me and Howge I would ignore him I think. Hee so mean.

Went to Great World to watch Avatar in 3D. It's awesome, a must-watch! Went to the market for dinner before coming home.


There's training tomorrow morning, 8.30am. And here I am blogging while lying on my bed. I think I ought to be shot.

Another month.

Happy 5 months, hun! I'm glad that I've you :) You people have no idea how much, but ya, I'm very glad. Really and truly.
I'd stay true uh, ignore what the team had said today! Haha. My one and only awesome baby, I love you! Thanks for the surprise that you had wanted to give me yesternight! Haha it was real sweet. We'd finish it another day uh!
Hun's like sleeping beside me (on the sofa) now. Maybe I'd go stare at him sleep once I'm done blogging. Hahaha xoxo.


Today's training was the worst one that I've ever had. Sigh. Couldn't breathe for quite a fair bit of the training and my contacts were annoying the crap out of my swollen eye. The sun was awesome too, and Gloria was saying all she wants for Xmas is clouds hahaha.
The second set of 2.4km run was horrendous. Kept stopping and poor Denise was like running with me for the whole of it. Thanks for egging me on uh ah beng bf! :D
Didn't do too well for the drills either.

Hun was saying one's stamina would decrease by three-quarters when he falls sick, and it'd take him about 2 weeks to recover fully? So basically I'm just going to die like how i did today for the next 2 weeks. Bless me.

Had KFC for lunch. Heheh it's been a while since I ate such guilty food (Y)

Okay. I think I'm going to try and sleep too. Training was really damn tiring uh :( And poor hun has his school training at 7pm later in the night. Xim tia ttm.

Bye.

Hun's back!

The title says it all.


Went to pick hun up from the airport yesterday. His plane landed at like 1742 or so. He called and told me his Dad was there too. Had a panic attack for some time.. But it went away when I saw my boy :) Poor thing's fried from all 7 games! And I'm bleaching from the lack of trainings ugh? Nvm, next training's this Wednesday. Can't wait.
His Dad sent me to Macs and I dabao-ed Double Cheeseburger for both me and Howge. Of course, I banged my head against the car door while getting off the car. Damn.

Am sleepless again, meh. Woke up early today and watched tv for a while. Then bathed to go meet hun at JP. Bloody Howge hid my phone away from me. So childish hahaha. Then hun called.


KH: Hey dear, I just left my house.
Me: Oh, hahaha k.
KH: I just left my house. I'm outside your house now.
Me: Heh?
KH: Haha come open the door!


Yeah, that's my awesome boyfriend.


So we watched Couples Retreat at JP, before going to IMM to look for some shop. Then we came home to slack and went to the Market for our dinner.
Hun installed more games into my phone.. and I personally like this game a lot. FF Lite. Took a picture of hun and he started punching himself in the game. Damn funny.
He just left and I miss him already :( Hahaha.


Chng Kah Hui is mine alright, mine. All mine. Heehee (Y)

For once, I've this huge disdain for red.

New phone, check.
Met Kenneth, check.
Chalet, check.


I so did not queue up with so many others for the phone. Hahaha went to Jurong Point and the shop there was relatively empty. Too bad their computer was down. Couldn't change my plan so I'm stuck with my student plan for another 2 years. Oh well. Beats me surfing the net everywhere and killing my phone huh.

Kenneth. I need to stop making him travel all the way to the east and west everytime. Extreme east and west, he had said. Hahaha. Thanks for the laughter. As always.

Chalet was awesome. First night was epic. Watched them play Twister. Damn funny. Especially Ben hahahahahaha. I'm not going to elaborate on Denise and Ben's tug-of-war with an unconscious me on the second night.. And I'm very sorry that I couldn't stop falling asleep on all the days :( Bloody cough med. I even fell asleep on the couch when all I wanted to do was to rest my head on the handrest!
Either way, I'm glad most of us went for the chalet, xo.


My eyes are all red and swollen after my nap, and Dad asked me not to go out tmr. I'm still going to fetch hun from the airport though! (Inserts huge smiley)

So I'm going to sleep again. Heh.

Social etiquette

is the only thing that's keeping me from coughing my lungs out.


Went to the doctor's early in the morning, and I was still behind 10 others. Went home to pack for the chalet and bathe, before meeting Denise at the bus-stop to pass her my shoe-bag. Met lmz and went to Dad's for noodles. So now I'm at home and I'll be sleeping in a bit.

Getting my new phone later with Dad, before meeting Kenneth. Then I'll find my way over to Aloha Changi maybe?

Can't wait to meet the team, xo.

Take my bed away please.

Yes, I said that.

Don't mind me, I think I'm just too sick of being sick. Ugh. And my eyes are still swollen. I don't want to wear specs for training tomorrow >:( !!


On a brighter note, M1's going to start selling iPhone on the 9th! Which is this Wednesdayyyyyyyyyy. (Y)

Wish you were here.

Sick.

I'm tired :( Like very tired. And I just slept for 3 hours. Will be sleeping after calling hun again, I guess. Drowsiness kicking in.


Let me start from Wednesday. Had training in the morning. I've no idea why but I was damn afraid of the ball that day. Didn't dare to head it, like retarded only. Bathed and went to the market at Jurong West for lunch with half the team. Hun left for his training and I went to Uncle's house to help Dad with the internet. Went home to pack for the cruise, upload songs into my mp3 and went to Uncle's house again, cause the internet died on him.

Didn't have time to change so I went in JJ's PE attire :(

Cabbed over to Vivo and had dinner before boarding the cruise. It was awesome, in a sense? Went back to the room early cause I was tired. Had fever the first night and sore throat the next day. So sad.


Thursday was better. Woke up at noon, had lunch and we walked around. Went back to sleep somemore. Went out with Dad cause he was hungry again. Drank Coke in an effort to soothe my burning throat. And maybe the heartache that came with it. Cause each can costs $6.50. Didn't stop me from drinking half a dozen on the cruise though. For my sore throat aight, for my sore throat.

Watched The Orphan at night and I swear the movie's warped. Who would you choose (to believe) next time? Your child, adopted or not, or your spouse?

Dad ate again and we went back to the room at 2am to sleep.


Friday. It was just breakfast and getting ready to disembark. Met hun when we did (he bought medium Coke too aww thanks) and parents cabbed us over to school for training.

Met the team at the gym. Arms were wobbly after the 1st set (of 20) arm work. Damn weak. Rain stopped so we went to the field. Couldn't breathe properly and I was panting damn badly when we were barely 15 minutes into field training. DAMN WEAK.

Hun left. Went to bathe and ate at Mos Burger with Ben and Cordy. Hun came over after his training and the four of us talked for a while before going to The Body Shop and leaving. Went to Superbowl with hun to eat and he left cause it was 2230 already.


Today. Woke up at 0500 and left at 0540 or so to cab to hun's house. He's going to Perth with his school's soccer team. Or should I say went? Meh. I miss him like crazy already. And crazy sure ain't enough to describe how much I miss him exactly. Sigh. He didn't even have time for breakfast, due to all the checking in and stuff :(

Went home cause I had my shoe bag with me. He put it in his bag yesterday and brought it home with him hahaha. Expected it, even though he'd said he wouldn't. Funny.

So I napped for an hour or so, Jess woke me up. Thank god. Or I would be sleeping for an even longer time. Met Yeet over at JE before meeting Jess at City Hall. Sakae at City Hall didn't have tea-time buffet so we went over to Tanjong Pagar's. It was early so we went to Ann Siang Road to look for the Adidas shop that hun had talked about. Couldn't find any so we went back to Icon Village to wait.

Hun called while we were eating and we talked for a while before he went to check in into the hotel. Found out that the Adidas shop was actually at Ann Siang Street. And he couldn't stop laughing at me -.- Bloody idiot.
I lalalove him anyway mm. I think that's warped too, but I definitely don't mind. Heh.

Yeet and I almost puked after eating. 21 plates in total for the 3 of us only? Went home straight cause I was feeling too sick.

Slept straight after showering and B woke me up. Needed it. Howge brought me to see the doctor and I just got home not long ago. Dad was nice. He went over to S11 to get me my pancake even though he was about to reach home already. Love you :)

Lmz just got home hahaha. She said I'm lovesick :(
I think that's bad.


And hun sure is taking a long time.