Should've known better.

I feel it again. That nagging threat of paranoia from certain needs, wants and deprivation. But of course, it comes together with dependence and vulnerability, both of which are prices I can't afford. As much as I feel like embracing that one possibility, I want to run away and hide, too.

I'm having another episode. I just need a stronger dose.


Mentos. SP. Bus. Ghosts of Girlfriends Past. Coke. Mentos. Sushi. EZ-link Card. L4D. Land of The Lost. Laughter. Coke. Mentos. Bus. Train. Home.
Period. Skipped training. Feel bad. Stoned. Stoning.