Sucks to be sick.

Today marks the 7th day of me being sick. The fever's gone now, more or less, but the sore throat and blocked nose sure aren't. Need I mention that I've a match against HCI later? Hahaha.

Today, I was on a mission.

To keep lmz happy.


I went for tuition even though I still had fever and my sore throat was so horrible that I felt like I was strangling myself every single damn time I yawned. And I yawn quite a lot, on a side note. Then, I went to school for the info session with my tuition mates. Met lmz in school.
The talk was so boring she actually fell asleep. I gave her a nudge so hard she nearly fell on Parveen's mom. Had a good laugh with her. And things were going great.

Then this being came into the picture and ruined it. Hahaha. I've seen worse, but you get on my nerves. Do not act like you know me, and talk about me like you did. It's disgusting.

Anyhow, I went to Suntec with her after that and we had kuishinbo for dinner. Went to find the boyfriend and we watched him on the runway. Kinda missed it cause I got him some quickbite before he actually went onstage, and I had barely reached the second floor when he started strutting. Be damned. Today was a horrible day.
Lmz went to see his work too, before leaving.

So now I'm home. And need I mention? My throat is still killing me.

They say if it doesn't kill you, it'll make you stronger.

The only thing worth being happy about today was getting to see the Dad whom I used to love when I was young. The one who would run back home from the market to save me when I called him to whine and say Lmz just whacked me. The one who would just about fight and scare the living daylight out of anybody who bullies me.

He was genuinely shocked when I cried over the phone. It was then that I heard Him, with that tone which he used to use whenever I cried. Then he laughed at me.

"For a game..?" He had asked.

How weak have I become, really?


And he was also another reason why I bawled harder on th bus. I was so.. happy? Hahaha. He scared the shit out of KH just now too. Damn epic.
I love you, Dad.

“Love isn’t him calming you down when you yell. It’s him yelling, just as loud, just as hard, right back at you, right in your face to wake you up and keep you grounded. It isn’t him bringing you roses everyday or cute things that make your relationship appear more presentable. It’s after a long fight, that drains the life and bones out of both of you, and yet him showing up at your door the next morning anyway. It’s not him saying all the right things or knowing exactly how to handle you. It’s not him caressing your hair and telling you everything is going to be alright. It’s him standing there, admitting he’s just as scared as you are. You have to remember that with love, you’re not the only one involved. You’ve unknowingly put your life, your heart into the palms of another person’s hands and said, “Here. Do what you will. Mash it into mince meat, or forget I ever handed it to you.”

- eletheowl

“I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we’re just going to be sitting around and talking about nothing. There are a million things I love about you, like your nose or the way you smile, the way you look me in the eye, too. And I just get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh. I feel as if my company makes you happy, and that’s what I wish for you. For you to be happy. And when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, it just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see a smile on your face.”

- eletheowl

Deleted the 2 posts that were published yesterday. For those who had read them, play nice.

Never the same.

Last.

Hahaha so bloody cute.
That's my boyfriend for you. And the gold medal that he's holding is currently in my new wardrobe. (Y)

He just left. Had cockles, tofu and some weird-tasting mussels for dinner. Talked.


Sports meet tomorrow. Can't say I'm looking forward to it.
Training, yes. Can't wait to see the boyfriend and the babies tomorrow.
Ah, and tmbg.

"She does not hurt my baby, and expect to still walk around in that pink hoodie of hers," that I promised.

Who the hell goes "58, 59, 40!!" when counting?

Tonight.

Cabbed to school to pass the boyfriend his Macs breakfast today. It was so hot that I was sweating by the time I got on a cab. It didn't help that my left eye is swollen ugh.
Watched him torture the boys in the gym before finally getting to eat.

So I'm at the grandstand now, watching them warm-up for the game later.


Can't wait for lmz to come back home tonight :D

Game.

Played against RJ today and we lost, 2-0. But all's good.
Was playing as a stopper, and from what the boyfriend had said, I think I just earned myself a seat back on the D ranks. Ran like a mad dog today though. Tiring at that point of time. But ah, all's good. All's good.



Well done, babies. We did well today. Just a bit more fine-tuning?
We improved, and that, I believe, is hard to ignore. Xx.

What have I done?