“You know the beautiful thing about love? It’s so powerful. Nothing else can make people do the things that love can make them do. It’s the only emotion that can make people fight, and give their all to something or someone. It’s the only thing that can make people hold on, when they otherwise would have given up. Love is strong, it’s powerful, and it’s rare. So when people find it, they marvel at the power of it. And they keep holding on because it’s the truest form of ecstasy. The world cannot survive without love. It’s the only thing that can get people to hold on anymore.”

- eletheowl

My favourite lullaby: The boyfriend's heartbeat.

Note to self:
• Receiving a ball right in the face should not have you curse at your teammate.
• When the boyfriend is joking, do not take it seriously and DO NOT curse at him.
• Do not curse while doing physical.


In conclusion, I need to stop cursing. And I need to have better temper management. Haha. Promised the boyfriend so.



Sorry, hun.

Credit.

Thanks for the slices of cakes. They were a joy to the taste buds. And the card. I'd be keeping that on my table for quite some time, I daresay. Somewhere where it'd be the first thing I see in the morning, the last thing I see before I turn in, and of course, something I look forward to seeing everyday :)


And I can't tell you how happy I was to see you today. Just you sitting beside me and watch me study. Thanks, boyfriend!

Yet another realization.

It's been long since we last quarrelled. But we did, on Thursday. Our Thursday. And boy, did it suck. Then it hit me again. Like a tight slap to the face.


I can't live without this guy.

So disappointed.

Howge: So weak.

So after training, I asked my brother what time would he be coming home at. He asked me why, and I told him about my new injuries. Title's his reply. Lmz's rather amused as to how I could even sprain my finger while playing soccer. Hahaha. My bad.
Tears fell when my sprained ankle was repeatedly kicked at too. I need to get used to things like that. Not the crying thing of course. It was involuntary.


School was awesome. Shall take a video of HoongJia doing his Lady Gaga dance fast forwarded next time. Damn epic (Y)


And I'm going to hit the books this weekend. My teacher promised me two dates per week if I can't get a C grade at the least for the coming Organic Chem test. I'd hate that.


Hahaha sorry for the very disoriented post. Bye.

Tedium; Part 4

I had this strong urge to throw my cushions at my Dad when he woke me up today. Walked around the house with my brain on auto-pilot and I ended up forgetting to bring my skirt to school.

SO I BORROWED ONE FROM THE GO AND ITS LENGTH IS APPROXIMATELY TWICE OF THAT OF MY OWN ONE HAHAHA

I woke up today feeling like a trainwreck.

No idea why. And I don't think that it's cause I woke up more than 10 times last night.

All I know is I don't like it. Not one bit.

I See You.

Walking through a dream, I see you
My light in darkness breathing hope of new life
Now I live through you and you through me, enchanted
I pray in my heart that this dream never ends

I see me through your eyes
Living through life, flying high
Your life shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
I live through your love

You teach me how to see
All that’s beautiful
My senses touch your world I never pictured
Now I give my hope to you
I surrender
I pray in my heart that this world never ends

I see me through your eyes
Living through life, flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life
I offer my love, for you

When my heart was never open
(and my spirit never free)
To the world that you have shown me
But my eyes could not division
All the colors of love and of life ever more

(I see me through your eyes)
I see me through your eyes
(Living through life flying high)
Flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
And live through your love
And live through your life
I see you


Happy 6 Months and a day, hun. Thanks for everything you've done, everything that you had wanted to do, and all that we are going to do together. I love you :)

Morning run(s).

Lmz told me this morning that I've dark eye rings. And this is my first week of school. I think I ought to be depressed. But I just had my morning run with the team and I'm damn awake now! Haha. Thanks Howge, for sending me to school these 2 days so I could make it in time for the morning run :) Poor guy has to wake up at 6 to get his car, send me to school, go home and sleep, and wake up again at 8 to go to work. Is he plain awesome or what? Hahaha.

First lecture of the day is going to start soon, so I'd be throwing my phone into my bag again.


Happy 26 weeks, hun! (K)

5am.

Thou many might think that he's a jerk, it's that occasional twinkle in his eyes which shows innocence that makes me catch my breath. Not forgetting his cheeky smile, of course. This one makes my heart beat faster. That much faster.

Sorry.

For the lack of updates. There's just not enough hours in a day. I've pretty much been in Singapore since my last post, and yeah, life had been awesome.

Will update tomorrow maybe?

An add-on.

6. Fuck those insecurities in 2009, and those to come. I've better things to do.

My New Year. How's yours?

I think my dad just found out yesternight that I actually prefer food from hawker centres to that of restaurants.

Dad: You want to eat there? (Points to seafood restaurant)
Me: No. I want to eat at the roadside stalls.
Dad: Huh, serious?

And I gave him a look which I think should most probably have cleared his doubts.


I'm at Penang now btw. I'd pick Malaysia over Thailand anytime, trust me. At least the people here are not as English-handicapped, and they speak Chinese, not Cantonese.
I SUCK at dialects, if it isn't obvious enough already.


And I typed all these out while I was in the hotel room and blogged only now, since there's no wi-fi in the rooms. Which explains why these 2 posts are only minutes apart.


Hun typed two awesome texts to me yesternight at 3am! About the first time we met, how we kept annoying the crap out of each other, when we first started talking on Facebook and MSN, me being very shy on our first date ( -_-!! ) and us being 24 weeks and a day old when we never thought of being together in the first place!
Sorry that I can't spend this new year with you. Mehhhhhhh >:( But i know that this year will be an awesome year with you around :) Miss you! Xx.


I'm at this small cafe in the hotel now, since Dad needs a quiet place to use the Internet and I've to be here in case the Internet dies on him hmm.. Ah well, family time. Family time.

New Year Resolutions

1. Study hard and make her proud.
2. Stop procrastinating in all that I do.
3. Be a better friend/girlfriend.
4. Have better temper management.
5. Kick well!

Note: List is not in order of importance or whatnot. (Though making her proud would top every list in my life.)